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In This Altered Body

A Survivor's Story of Resilience and Love

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2024 IAN Book of the Year Award, Grand Prize Non-Fiction Books of the Year, Second Place.

Charlene Pell wears her scars like badges of honor-she has never hidden them.

Thirty years ago, on a sunny afternoon, Charlene was on a private flight to Cat Island, Bahamas, when the unthinkable happened: the plane, piloted by her fiancé, experienced a mechanical problem and crashed in a fiery inferno. When Charlene awoke, she discovered that 64 percent of her body had been burned, and her fiancé had died.

In This Altered Body is the compelling story of Charlene's physical and emotional odyssey to reclaim her life and identity after surviving a tragedy that left her facially disfigured and grieving. As Charlene begins the long, painful process of recovery, she fears she will never be loved again, because her outward beauty has been destroyed and our society, obsessed with flawless skin and superficial beauty, stigmatizes disfigurement. But through dogged determination, Charlene overcomes difficult obstacles both physical and emotional-and learns from the experiences of other burn survivors to never write off her dreams and to be open to possibilities . . . including love. Brimming with insight from a life of perseverance, In This Altered Body is a piercing memoir about tragic loss and the resilience of the human spirit.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      April 29, 2024
      In this moving, vulnerable memoir, Pell offers an enduring contribution to the testimony of human resilience by recounting her experience as a burn survivor. Pell begins her story with the story of a “normal” day in 1994 with her fiance, Roger, in their temporary home on Cat Island in the Bahamas, as they enjoyed a vacation from work. But they’re caught in a harrowing accident when their private plane, piloted by Roger, crashes upon landing, leaving 64% of Pell’s body burned. Devastatingly, Roger did not survive. The recovery that follows is tense and moving, as months turn into years of reconstructive surgeries, therapies, rehabilitation, and discoveries (“music became the one medication that truly soothed my seared spirit and body”) as Pell finds not only her physical self but the whole of her spirit forever altered.
      Telling the story with visceral language and potent photographs, Pell stirs in readers the beyond-imaginable pain of her burns. "I was unaware of time or space. Sand went deep into my seared flesh and open wounds," she writes of her escape from the crash. She also digs deep to articulate the complex feelings that came with her long recovery: the demoralizing loss of agency over her life, the guilt of feeling like a burden, a longing for intimacy, the insecurity of losing a hard-earned career, the grief of losing her fiance, and the debilitating sense that she had lost her womanhood and her perceived attractiveness. She writes, with uncommon candor, "As the days and weeks passed, I felt like a mutant amidst a planet of ‘normal-looking’ people."
      Pell's bold, inspiring memoir challenges readers to deeper empathy and to confront preconceived notions and biases about disfigurement. Despite being shaken by people’s stares as well as their refusal to look, Pell compels readers to peer beyond the skin to see the resilience of survivors who have not only reclaimed their beauty and independence but also rediscovered their identity and purpose.
      Takeaway: Bold, inspiring testimony of resilience in the face of burns.
      Comparable Titles: Lucy Grealy’s Autobiography of a Face, J.R. Martinez’s Full of Heart.
      Production grades
      Cover: A
      Design and typography: A
      Illustrations: A
      Editing: A
      Marketing copy: A-

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